LIFEISNOWHERE
What did you read? Life Is No Where or Life Is Now Here?
It is just a beautiful line to say that, “Life Depends on the Way We Look It”
Life is moves at a great pace, and in an interesting manner but, 
sometimes, lot of negativism swathes you suddenly in middle of nowhere. You either may be in office, in a party, or may be at home. The negativism enters through a window, finds you, and instantly clings on to you. You discern the fact that negativism has wrapped you, yet you cannot do anything about it. You are left mindless, motionless, and depressed.
sometimes, lot of negativism swathes you suddenly in middle of nowhere. You either may be in office, in a party, or may be at home. The negativism enters through a window, finds you, and instantly clings on to you. You discern the fact that negativism has wrapped you, yet you cannot do anything about it. You are left mindless, motionless, and depressed.
Same thing happened to me yesterday. I suddenly felt bizarre, irritated, melancholy, miserable, and scared. I felt like slapping someone, felt a bit exhausted, and felt like being alone, at the same time felt petrified of being alone. I felt nostalgic, wanted to shout loudly, felt offended, and wanted to natter but could not, I wanted to snivel but could not, and felt sardonic. I felt envious, annoyed with myself, felt mindless, triggered, ignored and isolated. I felt as if my life has become dilapidated and felt that no one on this earth understands me. I felt that not a soul cares for me. I felt that, I am all the time available for people, but no one is there for me when I need them shoddily. Felt like unfettering my social contacts. I felt unprovoked and pale, oblivious, and naive. I felt angry, rude, arrogant, thwarted with what I was doing. I felt Life is No Where.
The worst part was that, I could still manage to keep a smile on my face throughout the day! Ha!
I think I was missing my mom too much. Evening, when I returned home, I was surprised to see my hubby at home. He had come early from office. I looked at him; and smiled. However, I could not stop my tears… I burst out crying. He hugged me and said, “Cheer up; we are going out on a small outing this weekend.” I was back to normal in a while. While we ate dinner, I told my hubby about all the negativism that disturbed me all through the day. He just smiled and gave me a hug, and said I know you are missing your mom.
I was surprised to realize that my hubby knows me better than I know myself.
I felt happy about the fact that, he understood what had happened to me without me telling him anything...
Small things in life matter a lot. Life is Now Here… :) is what I felt.
